当我不再打扰你

当我不再打扰你

你自由了
而我的心依然不自由

你轻松了
而我的心情依然被你左右

你开心了
而我的心依然在淌血

当我不再打扰你

我选择了放下
而你没得再选择获得我的付出

我选择了重生
而你再也没得出现在我的未来

我选择了承受
而你再也没得接受我给予你的甜蜜包袱

你以后若是后悔了
代表我在你心里是个好女孩
而你笨得似猪
因为你错过了我

你以后若是能真心祝福我
代表我以前对你付出的感情都白费了
因为你根本不是我的真命天子
而我却笨笨地付出

officially 19

officially announce that i'm 19 now!!!

ya la, i'm older now..
but still felt happy coz i had an enjoyable bday and my life gonna restart now...

thanks for all the wishes and greetings...
appreciate a lot^.^

and a big big thanks to those celebrated my bday for me^^
my MILO ICE GROUP MEMBERS and others from FOA...
thanks for the delicious cake and card...
thanks for the surprise that i ady knew><(hehe...)
thanks for the photographer-thousand...
thanks for all the arrangements...

and also big big thanks for the frens from Tsun Jin High School...
thank you for your cake too(ate 2 cakes...so full)
thank you for spending time and had a supper session with me...
thank you for sacrificing your bedtime to accompany me on the first day of my 19 year-old life...

really appreciate all that frens did for me^^
really touching~~

never forget to mention that i had a nice dinner time with Quek Quek and her bf at Jurong Point...
we had dinner at Teppanyaki Restaurant...
as I wished ...
haha
and then we also did some shopping and as usual we talked a lot...
it's been a while me and Quek didn't talk face to face like this...
really enjoy the moments spent with her tonight^^
thanks for the gift~~
thanks for the time...

haha
i bought 3 new clothes^^
woohoo
gonna buy more tomorrow~~
at Forever 21!!!

i'm officially 19 now~~
i'm gonna have a new life...
without you
no more mr and ms innocent
no more
i'm sick of waiting
and i'm gonna find a much better 1 over here...
and i think i'm gonna get 1 soon...
as i wish~~~
(p/s:thank you,Lee Heng Yee,for calling me and wish me happy bday;thank you,Winne Neo,for sending me a long and touched message....)

1st bday in NTU

在南大的第一个生日。。。
我有什么期待吗？
其实，心情是比平时更期待的。
在kl时，我是不敢期待。
kl的都是老朋友，如果有了期待，怕会失望，所以不敢期待。
在这里，都是新朋友，所以很明白不该也不会有期待。
没了期待，反而更自在，更期待自己的生日^^

我怕失落
所以没有期待会比较好


我现在在等
还在等
一个人的祝福

上次我没祝福他
这次如果他也没祝福我
会是好事吧
我们就扯平了

而我
也在慢慢收回自己的心

电话号码删除了
信息一个也没留

我想让他不常出现在我的生活里
尽管他几乎每天出现在我的脑子里。。。
电话号码删除了

想念你的第几天

总是在想念着你
无时无刻。。。

读书的时候
听歌的时候
看戏的时候
吃饭的时候
逛街的时候

睡前的思念
却是最强烈的

你不知道
都不知道

我又能说什么？

你做了选择
我尊重你的选择

i took the step

finally...at last
i'm the one that took the step
i told him
i like him
but i also told him
everything gonna end when i'm back to sg...
and it's true~~~
things end now!!!

why can't you just give a proper response?
after what i said...
after i took the first step...
yet,in the end
ignorance~~~

i think
this is also an answer
Silence,is also a way of communication
it is the absence of sound...but still can consider as an answer...

i understand u

but u will never understand me

it's the end already

dislike

i really dislike cigarettes
i really dislike smoking guys
i really dislike ...you...

why you can't quit smoking...?
why you can't at least don't smoke in front of us...?
why you can't just try to respect us...?

you never realize the damage that you can bring
you never realize how much sufferings you could brought to people around you
you never realize ...we just want what's good for you...

I'm Back!!!

I'm Back!!!><

lots of things i want to do:
1)sing karaoke
2)snooker
3)yamcha with friends
4)dye,rebonding and cut hair
5)shopping at sunway
6)hug my nieces^^
7)spend time with my family
8)wash face at facial center


lots of food i want to eat:
a.cheese naan&ayam goreng from Steven Corner
b.kepong steamboat
c.maluri fried lala and sotong
d.chao dao fu


*if there's anything miss out i shall add on later...^^
i hope i'll be able to do all those things and eat all those foods before i'm back to sg...hehe~~~

你会不会

你会不会。。。
就主动一点？

是真的有这么忙吗？
还是只是不会想回我信息？
不会想知道我的近况？
不会。。。
关心我？

mid-term exam

my first mid-term exam in UNI...

can't believe that I'm having my first exam..

on this Thursday!!!!

and

today is Tuesday already~~~

fast fast focus and start studying><

ADD　OIL!!!!!^^

只欠一步

朋友说
我和他之间
就欠那一步
就一步
只要其中一方先走了这一步
我们就能在一起。

我说
既然谁也不原先走这一步
那就都站在原地吧...
因为
我绝不先走这一步。


我相信
是你的就一定会是你的
不是你的就永远都会是别人的

何必强求？

我累了
等得累了
气得累了


喜欢你让我好累

你知道的
在一个人身后追逐是很累人的。
你自己不也如此？

如果你是喜欢我的
又何必让我这么累？


也许就是因为你不喜欢我
或不够喜欢我
所以
才会让我这么累...

算了吧...><


我不想勉强你
更不想勉强我自己

所以我要放开

在我真的放开以后
我们会是很好的朋友

我相信
男女间有真友谊的。

小气

真小气
不就是没和你说生日快乐吗?

该不会这样就生气吧？

那以前我生气你没理我时，怎么你又不明白我为什么生气呢？

无聊

我才没力气和时间陪你耗!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

干干净净

已经把你删除得干干净净的了。。。
把你从朋友名单中删除。。。
再也不会知道你的事。。。
你也不会知道我的事。。。

你大概也没兴趣知道吧~~~
也好...
终于下定决心要做个了断...


你不开口
我也不想开口
那就算了

你可能还放不下过去
我也不想一直放下身段
既然没人要开口
我想我明白的...

就维持现状吧~~~
我们是朋友吗？
如果你问我，我心里的答案是“不是”。
至少现在都不可能是。。。

男生永远没办法理解女生在想什么...
而我只需要一个理解我的人...
的确有这么一个人...
但我们不可能，不可能了~~~

和你
从一开始就知道不可能
可是还是陷下去了少少~~~
不过我已经在努力向上爬了...
很快的
我就会重见光明
而你
就留在那阴暗的世界吧...

删除了

在这里郑重告诉你

你...

被删除了!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!

i no te amo

usted esta siempre ocupado

usted dijo que usted no esta ocupado

si,usted no me va a encontrar...

tal vez...

i no te amo~~~