单身无害

我应该保持单身
不是怕别人伤害自己
我是怕自己不断伤害别人


我不想伤害人

我真的不适合谈恋爱

对不起~~~

26/1/2011

today is wednesday
today i had a great day!!!

morning no class..
stay in room rest
ps:ffk my fren breakfast coz i woke up at 11am..hehe..sorry

went for class on 3pm...
my tutor is so damn funny
hilarious><
like him..
until i'm willing to off my fb~~

had dinner with my group...
suppose to be
but end up only jiar hwei me and wen bin
but still had a lot of fun
think 3 of us is the most ON ppl in our group~~

after dinner went to thousand's room..
met him and wei qi
had a nice chit chat session~~~
lots of fun

reach room around 10pm
bath
study
fb~~~
bla bla bla
now already 1.45 in the morning
still fb-ing
with the guy claim that he had a small cage bun size liver
haha^^

tmr shall be a good day too

台湾来的手信

我的美丽日记!!!!!!!!!

是可爱善良的文彬从台湾那带回来给我的手信

你最最最好了^^

muacksss.....

hehe~~

photos are out

finally...
my first photo shooting session with taw zheng
^^

thanks for spending a morning..
we're both under a big sun...
haha~~~
these pics are like our sons and daughters


over le..><'''

enjoy everyone...
more to come~~


p/s:hope to take photo with livia when i'm back to kl during this CNY

勇敢

告诉自己要勇敢
寂寞没什么好怕的
我还有家人，还有朋友。


我现在该做的
是努力读书
下一次考试不能这么烂了!!!


我很勇敢的
就算全世界的人被我骗了
我也要骗过自己
告诉自己
我是勇敢的
不只是嘴上说说的
我要骗得过自己的心!!!


我是勇敢的~~~

nice gather with fren

today went for movie with frens..thought wanna watch "the ghost must be crazy de"...
but we're late..haha
so watch "the season of with"..not bad..
but compare to the apprentice then this is much sienzzz
^^
after movie go do some shopping and also had a high tea at Starbucks coffee..
after dinner went back to school..
stay at won moon's room watch kartoon..

good to have frens when i need one^^
hehe
thank you so much
thanks for acc me for movie
thanks for buying me chocs
thanks for treating me nicely
thanks for everything
hope things will gone smooth for u
good luck in getting the girl u want^^

no more bii

start from today
i lost my bii
so do my bii

bii for nothing...
i dont wanna get involved in this kind of situation anymore
seem like no one will believe in me even though i'm putting my heart in
i want to be real for someone
i want someone to be real for me
i want our relationship to be real

no more confusing relationship

if u r not serious
get out!!!

i'm serious...

我是认真的

从唤你bii开始
我就真的把你当成我的bii

以前或许也有过其他的bii
同时间有好几个也可能
我到底有过bii我真的忘了
所以当你问我你是第几个时
我真的答不出～～～

我真的喜欢你吗？
我不知道
我只知道
我天天想你
我喜欢每天和你在fb聊天
我喜欢偶尔打给你听你的声音
我喜欢给你打morning call
我喜欢和你开webcam不说话只看对方
我最最喜欢的
就是唤你bii~~~


那你呢？
我不懂你几时真几时假。。。
或许你也在猜我的心思


什么时候
我们才能真正地懂对方的心意？

在大学第一次出成绩

刚刚看了自己的成绩

很烂
呵呵

鼻头有点酸酸的

这时第一个想到的就是王俊权
他跟我说过
要我不要对自己要求太严格
说我明明考很好了
还哭的说

现在还想大声地跟他说我考烂了
然后听他的安慰话


王俊权你在哪里？

昨天下午出去开会
5人行
在bugis的shaw tower-starbucks
竟开了2个小时
对方竟然也是5个人来
哈哈
5双眼对5双眼


开完会
我去见了nelson一下
然后就去MOF My Izakaya吃韩国餐
又是吃hot stone rice...
吃饱了就已经9点了
大家又兴致勃勃酱去bugis street买新年衣物
最后我买了两件上衣
4个女生都买了东西
除了随行的唯一男生运智
10点多大家就开始踏上归家的旅途了

今早起床脚还有点酸><
表艺营过后要在买多几件新年衣先
哈哈


bii我每天越来越想你了...

陷落

昨夜，和bii webcam...
聊了蛮久的~~~
bii等我supper回来哦
然后和我聊了一个多小时
然后啊
1点前就开始催对方去睡觉
结果1点半了才真正关电脑睡觉
哈哈
go to slp la
这句话就在那半个多小时里重复了很多次^^
这就是难分难舍吗？
睡前的我，嘴角是上扬的
他给了我一夜好眠

今早
我给bii打了morning call...
嘻嘻
这一次
好像又陷落了

我很胆小
想到两星期后会回去
回去见到他
就有点胆怯了
我不习惯这种关系
每一次都因为胆怯而走回头
这一次呢？
依然会这样吗？
我不知道
bii能不能给我勇气？
bii能不能给我安全感？
bii能不能给我未来？
如果你都能给，那我也愿意将我的心给你。
可能
我的心已经给了你了
没有了我的心，我也不会死的。
因为你说你会把你的心留给我...
^^

changes on me

what would u answer if i ask u about changes on me?
the custom officer has given me the best answer ever...
that i'm prettier now^^
or should i say that my passport pic is too ugly!!!
urgh~~~~~
this wednesday i went to jb with peiying,yintheng, nelson and his brother...
we went thr eat eat walk walk and sing sing
it was a tiring day
but all the laughter burst out and all the tiredness blew away when sg custom officer was checking our passports...><
damn..
i'm the last person that been checked...
he frown when he saw me in real person compare to me in the passport...
oh my goodness...
he took more than few seconds to believe that the girl in passport and the girl in car is the smae person...
one more thing that really made me a big joke is when yintheng said that i've learned how to make up now...
what the...
she is so bad...
6 person in the car
ROFL...
or should i say
RICL(roll in car laughing)=='''
isshhhh~~~~

i wanna change my passport photo...!!!!!

just the matter of choice

in love...
in relationship...
it 's just about the matter of choice
there isn't a right or wrong choice
there isn't a good or bad choice
just depends on how u gonna make your choice...
when u have made up your mind and choose
all u can do is to let is be
no matter things go the way you want or not
still...it's you that made the choice
no regrets


no one can always make the right choice
no one will always be wrong too~~~


but if there is less regret...
it really doesn't matter whether that's a good/bad,right/wrong choice in other ppl's opinion

live your life!!!

p/s:nice day in jb today with quek quek,pei ying and other new friends^^sorry for making bii worry coz i din contact him when i arrive in jb~~~

最近有点忙
天天下雨
天气有点冷

生病了
那又怎么样
找个人关心
给我温暖

身边从不缺人
也从不缺爱
但我还是寂寞
无法享受别人给我的爱
这些爱总夹带着包袱

不爱也罢
只是会寂寞
我这么脆弱
怎么回給你爱

我的爱
从来不存在
你的爱
根本不应该
不应该
给我

Mr List

Mr List:
1.Mr I
2.Mr K
3.Mr H
4.Mr J
5.Mr N

Mr J and Mr N are new members...
didn't wish to have a full Mr list..A-Z

i only want to have my Mr Right^.^

will it be u..?
Mr J?

here comes the party pics^^

a night in Powerhouse

finally..we went to Powerhouse!!!
with quek quek,pei ying and jun yong..
also with her colleague~~
2 couples and three more guys..

had lots of fun...
dance till i can't feel my toes
dance till i can't walk properly
ahhh....~~~~
nice clubbing night
but the songs really loud..
we need to shout in each others ears
until now i still can't get rid of the little annoying sounds in my ears

4am leave the place
went for mcd
5am only reach room
but still can't sleep much
i woke up at 9.50am..urgh...
i slp at 6.30 de lor...
too bad that sobel them din join us
haha~~

can't wait to see the photos we took
omg
pls don't upload the video recording me and quek dance
damn funny de lor...><
embarrassed also...
bad ah wai...

clubbing night approaching

Wednesday is coming...
Ladies night= Clubbing night^^

1.p/s:recently like Mc Hotdog very much...

2.p/s:end with mr I and mr H...here comes mr J~~~why can't i just stay with the same guy..?this is my destiny???then okie,i don't really mind..i'm still young,isn't it..?hehe~~

Good bye Mr I

曾经
你无时无刻出现在我脑里心里
出现在我的laptop desktop
出现在我的电话wallpaper

现在
你依然出现在我电话的wallpaper
只是你已不常出现在我脑里或心里
不出现在我laptop desktop
不出现在我的recent call out list里


Can i kick u out of my life in sg?
only when i'm back to msia
i'll meet u
think of u


我几时才会有勇气？
真的和一个人厮守一辈子...
真的和一个人相处一辈子
我不知道为什么我这么胆小
我更不知道为什么
遇到一个好的
我还是没信心

我很怕
我不是怕受伤
我更怕自己伤害人
我不想受良心的谴责
对不起
如果可以
请你等我
等我找到勇气

而你
Mr I
Goodbye
and Hi
My fren

Powerhouse on Wednesday night

goin Powerhouse on Wednesday night
with my dear Yin Theng and senior Jun Yong
and babes that come from Msia..
like sobel,hui er,ong lin,karmun..bla bla bla
i need the dance floor
i need to have fun
since i can't go back KL until chinese new year
then i must have fun over here..^^
lui sim coming too..
gonna meet up with her
but not sure is she is joining for the second round la~~~

CAN'T WAIT LE><
haha...^.^

Wednesday FAST FAST COME!!!!!

界限

上了大学
好像什么都看得更开
界限也放得比较宽


今天和朋友在房间看戏
超舒服的
躺着看戏


我的感情世界里
没有真实的经验
这种话好像在大学认识的朋友们没一个信的
全部惊讶
惊讶之余就是质疑
为什么。。？
可能是认为我的样子会有人追
不会孤寡一人吧
哈哈...

这星期
和一个人走的很近
会不会又让人错觉，然后受伤？

暂时
只想做朋友
大家还是成熟、理智一点好
对吧？^^

日子还长得很
我还需要变得更成熟