this is for you

if i didn't met u,then i shall not suffer now.
but because i met u,i'm able to enjoy the moments.
moments where i wait for u to sms me
moments where i wait for u to reply my message
moments where i call u and waiting u to answer
moments where i don't want to cut off the phone and trying to talk as long as possible
moments where i feel angry as u didn't listen to me and smoke/drink again
moments where we almost argue
moments where i cry under the blanket

moments...
that i cherish the most...
is the moments where i am missing u and hoping that u will miss me too...


i really enjoy all this moments
even though not all of them are sweet moments~~~

thank you
and now
i shall leave all these moments behind
because i want to put u down
u will always be in my heart
as my good good friend

生病记

不用怀疑
现在是凌晨4点18分
而我的确不在睡觉
我坐在电脑面前
在打部落格。。。

不是因为失眠
而是因为生病了
鼻塞所以睡不到～～～

啦啦啦
天啊
这么快就生病了啊？


还以为自己记这么壮
吃这么多
可能就是因为吃太多又没在控制
油炸刺激的食物吃一大堆
又不像在家里有汤水可以喝
喔·····
我超想念妈咪那没什么油的汤水呢><

好像有点发烧。。。
严重鼻塞
喉咙痛
咳嗽
严重多的痰

真的得去看医生了······

妈咪
爹地
好想念你们

我很坚强的

我不哭^^

give up

i bet
this is what i should do
the last thing i can do for you
is to give up

i bet
i have been bothering you
for a month
maybe

anyway
ms innocent is giving up this position

no more ms innocent

no more...

我爱故你在

因为喜欢你

所以你一直都会在我心里

在我脑子里不停转动

因为我爱你

所以我会生气你

生气你不好好照顾自己

生气你尽做些我不喜欢的事情

也因为喜欢你

我想为你做尽一切我能做的事

因为不能在你身边

我能做的就只有这么多了

而我的多

是没有限制的。。

只要能为你做些什么

不管是什么

我都愿意～～～

也因为爱你

我知道我不该宠溺你

所以即使我很想为你做尽所有的事

我也不能。。。

所以我总是陷在矛盾中

而这些我都不会让你知道

因为痛苦只要让我承受就好

我既然爱你又哪舍得让你承受这些呢？

我爱你

故你在

在我的生命里

在我每天一觉睡醒的白天里

在我每天阖上双眼的梦境里

我的日子里

都是你的身影...

大学生活

上大学
就是这样的吧

每天跟着时间表去上课
每晚坐在电脑前准备明天上课的东西

有assignment的时候就开夜车
没课的时候就睡觉。。

有工作机会就去做工
没工作的时候就和朋友们聚聚

每个人都问我
生活过得怎样啊
课上得怎样啊
有没有想念在马来西亚的家人朋友啊

没人问我
开不开心啊
有没有给人欺负啊

这里的学长姐都说我很硬朗、很坚强
也对
我本来就不是懦弱的人

在这里
我也没不开心
也没给人欺负
可是
如果有人这样问我
至少我还可以撒撒娇
或许我的年龄已经不适合撒娇了
可是
心里还是会有想当小女人的冲动

总是靠自己或给人家依靠
也是会疲倦的

可能
我的命
就是要当被人依靠的那个吧
^^

assignment of someone...

Definition and History of Boutique Hotel
Boutique hotel, also known as “design hotel” or “lifestyle hotel”, is a brand new style of hotel which not only providing a room to rest but also fulfill the guests’ demands in other respects. It has been existed for more than 30 years and the business first started in few of the top cities in the world such as New York, London and San Francisco. The model of boutique hotel is obviously smaller compare to the other hotels or motels as it actually more emphasize in providing the best environment and also facilities to the customers. No doubt that the boutique hotels have the most fashionable interior design, giving customers an enjoyable moment in the room. Some boutique hotels may also include bars, lounges, on-site facilities and many others luxurious services. This new concept has now penetrates into many densely populated urban such as Miami(USA), Phuket(Thailand) and Shanghai(China). The increase of boutique hotels in both Western and Asian countries has proved that this concept is well-developed and there are merits for us to study about it and to apply it in the hospitality field in our country.

Boutique Hotels in different edges of the world.

Shanghai Mansion, Bangkok
The best boutique hotel in Thailand should be Shanghai Mansion located in Bangkok .It was reported as the winner of "Best Value Hotel in Asia and Australia 2010" by Sunday Times Travel Magazine UK. The biggest attraction of Shanghai Mansion is the Chinatown theme of interior design. The chinoise art décor and four-poster antique-style bed give you a real feeling as if you are in China. Another attraction is the water garden which makes the hotel more live as you can watch fish play, hear water flows and even rhythms from a traditional Chinese instrument, guzheng during evening.

Casa Serena Boutique Hotel, Shanghai
Casa Serena, also known as Lapis Casa Boutique Hotel is located in the heart of Shanghai. The Secluded furnishings make the hotel looks more classic and also antique. The hotel also has its own restaurants which provide Japanese foods and also Taiwanese food to satisfy the guests’ appetite. Lapis Casa is also a good recommendation to those business groups to have meetings with the foreign working partners as there is a deluxe meeting room which can accommodate 18 people in total.

The Hempel, London
If you wish to enjoy a luxurious night in 5-star hotel, the Hempel is definitely one of the best choices. You might get shocked with the design of the Hempel as the design is actually done by a Zen minimalism. The features of Zen can be seen through all the small details such as organic colour palettes on wall, nature lights in room and also sunken Japanese-style stone tubs. The Hempel is well-designed to provide a relaxing environment for those London citizens that have been suffering throughout the stress from working, studying or living. From some guest rooms, we can even have a nice view of Zen garden. It is also one of the venues in consideration where weddings, meetings, launching and parties can be held in it.

not that confirm

what am i doing recently..?

attend classes...
skip some classes...

meet frens for meals...
spending time chatting...
looking through all the readings...
doing assignments...

is this the uni life that i've always wanted...
i am not spending my time here appropriately~~~

maybe i'm still trying to suit this new environment...
or maybe...
i'm still being lazy as what i've been doing at msia before i came here...

anyway~~~
i shall try my best to catch up with the classes...
no skipping anymore~~~
bla bla bla...

dun be lazy gal^^

bik cik

讨厌啊

竟然找不对课室去上课><

bik cik ahh~~~

goin back to kl

the 1st time heading back to home since i'm at sg for study~~

a bit excited^^

gonna meet up with my friends...

and also someone i care...

someone i still care for now~~~

it's my problem

like what i've said...
it might be my problem..
probably just my problem...><

ya...
u wont argue with me...
maybe it's because you are not the one that care...

i do care..
whenever you tell me that you wanna go for a drink i will be worried...
whenever somebody tell me that you smoke i will be angry...

i've been in singapore for 12 days..
the 1st three days
we are still very close...
we would sms a lot...talk on phone for many hours...
then for the 1st week school started
we start to have less conversations as we are both busy
you have your meeting and i have my stuff to do...
then now is the second week i'm here which is also the 1st week my classes started
i think something have changed
we don't sms,don't talk on phone
i won't be missing you that much as i do on the 1st three days
as if we are the normal friends on the 1st day we really get to know each other
and you didn't sms me too...

until today...
you told me that you will be going for a drink after dinner...
i asked you to enjoy your dinner and your drink.
you probably quite shocked with what i said and seems like you misunderstand that i'm angry when i told you to enjoy your night...
but the fact is
i don't care and i'm not angry...
or should i say,i'm not dare to care anymore...

because we might really argue...
you said that you won't
but the problem is i will want to argue and i will argue with you if i continue care whenever you smoke or drink beer/wine...
i really hate to argue...hate to be angry with you...

i wish that we can always talk to each other in happy mood...
probably this could only happen when we are friends...

you should understand what i mean...

if you can never do what i hope you to do for me...
then we will always remain the same...
like now~~~

matter of time

the matter of time...

it's just the matter of time...

now is not the right timing for sure...
or shall i say...
we aren't born to be together

maybe we do met on the right timing...
but because of our age and our id for this moment
we can just be friends...

probably we won't suit each other in the future thou...
we still are friends...
aren't we..?^^

then we shall be simple and just be friends from now...

you should find another girl...
i shall find another man...

if we are still single when we think the right timing comes...
then we shall have the chance to try and we will appreciate it then...

wish you have a great study life there...
take good care of yourself...
and i shall do the same too~~><

all the best^^

新人。旧人

生命里，总是不断的有新人出现。
而在这时候，从前的新人，早已变成旧人的身份。

新人
因为你对他不了解，所以你会花较多的时间在和新人相处。
而在这时，旧人，就被晾在了一旁。
不是你比较喜欢新人，也不是因为你对旧人没了好感。
而是。。。
人都是贪新鲜的。

可是。。。
新人也没什么好骄傲的。
因为你总会变旧人。。。
而旧人也不必觉得懊恼或沮丧。。
因为你的生命里也会有你的新人。

不必活在痛苦中，更不应该活在过去。

人都该向前看。
不要让自己的日子过得不好。

还有
请相信一点。
人虽然贪新，可是也总会念旧的。

你又何必和他生命里的新人吃醋呢？
曾经，你也是她生命里的新人啊。。。

it is whose problem?

so what's the problem now..?

is it my fault..?

did i do something wrong..?

is it because i hang up your phone last night?

or is it because i'm very emo when i talk to u on phone?

nevermind...i dun care le...

this is what i told others when we argue..or nearly argue..

but i know..that i actually mind about u..

i concern about u..

u r the one who i miss the most..

but do u miss me like i miss u too???

no......

i dont think so~~

nevermind...

i can just accept everything..

sorry for disturbing u these few days..

i hope i wont be disturbing u anymore in the future...

真的在意

不是说笑的
我真的在意你
太在意你

没有料想过
因为你从不会是我会想要的

我有自己的理想世界
在我的理想世界里
我要找一个理想的伴侣
而这理想的伴侣
必须符合我很多的条件

而你
其实你没有符合我的条件

尤其是最重要的一环
但你竟然让我忽视了这一环
我竟然也开始在意你了

事情不应该是这样的。。。

这不是我幻想要的~~~
可是还是发生了

就是这样
事情永远不会根据你想要的那样发展。

我们

会走到什么地步呢？

我不知道

只希望
没有人会受伤~~~