it's my problem

like what i've said...
it might be my problem..
probably just my problem...><

ya...
u wont argue with me...
maybe it's because you are not the one that care...

i do care..
whenever you tell me that you wanna go for a drink i will be worried...
whenever somebody tell me that you smoke i will be angry...

i've been in singapore for 12 days..
the 1st three days
we are still very close...
we would sms a lot...talk on phone for many hours...
then for the 1st week school started
we start to have less conversations as we are both busy
you have your meeting and i have my stuff to do...
then now is the second week i'm here which is also the 1st week my classes started
i think something have changed
we don't sms,don't talk on phone
i won't be missing you that much as i do on the 1st three days
as if we are the normal friends on the 1st day we really get to know each other
and you didn't sms me too...

until today...
you told me that you will be going for a drink after dinner...
i asked you to enjoy your dinner and your drink.
you probably quite shocked with what i said and seems like you misunderstand that i'm angry when i told you to enjoy your night...
but the fact is
i don't care and i'm not angry...
or should i say,i'm not dare to care anymore...

because we might really argue...
you said that you won't
but the problem is i will want to argue and i will argue with you if i continue care whenever you smoke or drink beer/wine...
i really hate to argue...hate to be angry with you...

i wish that we can always talk to each other in happy mood...
probably this could only happen when we are friends...

you should understand what i mean...

if you can never do what i hope you to do for me...
then we will always remain the same...
like now~~~