Tuesday, May 31, 2011

久违了

一星期没好好地上来写东西了,怪不习惯的。
因为心里有好多想说的...
想小小声的说,却又让很多人听见。
呵呵
低调中的高调,高调中的低调...
就是我~~~

今晚想吃pizza地说...
回到NTU,就没东西吃了。
可怜><'''
为什么我这么可怜?
好啦,我知道我肥了,不该吃这么多。
可是怎么办呢?
我就是爱吃,爱逛街,爱看美丽的东西,爱买喜欢的东西。
也爱看着想着喜欢的人,就算明白那会让我多么痛心。

呵呵
自虐狂就是我
你好吗?
你...和你...
想跳舞滴说=='''
懒散了
要慢慢把惰性除掉!!!
呵呵
我要工作
回kl工作

保佑我
chillax3 project快点confirm开始
那我一定会回去工作
呆在家人身边
呆在家
天天从天亮忙到天黑也没关系
因为这样,我就不会胡思乱想了。

back from holiday

back from home
back from KL
back from holiday

nahhhh..now is still my school holiday
just that I have to be back to campus in sg
settle things...my responsible.....

have to....
not that I want to
coz I really don't wanna leave my home sweet home
but I'm sure no one wants to leave their home sweet home~~
so,just buck up and settle things here
by the same time,work!!!earn!!!
then when I'm abck again I can SPEND SPEND SPEND!!!
WAHAHAhahaha^^

haizz
still this time I get to meet my two cute nieces
and many of my frens
get to eat foods I like so much

should be satisfied~~~
for now...hehe
I will be back SOON...VERY SOON~~~
WAIT FOR ME!!!

thinking of working in KL...
with my beloved frens..old colleagues~~~
hope the project starts as soon as possible
and the payment is super duper good~~~

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Desaru Trip



Desaru trip on 21&22 of May 2011...
instead of mentioned it as ME 2nd outing, I would rather think that it is like a post-final celebration hehe^^

YUP!!!
my final ended...
my holiday starts from now
however,I need to start working too~~
butttttttt....
I'll always be good to myself,that's why I'm going back home in 9 hours...
wahaha~~~

just back from one trip
then straight away take a bus in the next morning heading home
MY HOME SWEET HOME
I'M COMING!!!!

after a week at home,think i'm coming back to NTU this hell to work...or maybe work outside if i manage to get any vacancy at JP...or anywhere nearby~~~

I NEED A JOB....

by the way
my point is...
Trip to DESARU is really fun!!!
swim for 2 days, played beach games...
cook dinner and breakfast on our own...
take lots of photos...



pls click*Desaru Album* to check out how worthy is this trip^^
i would regret if i miss this trip hehe...
lucky me~~~

BUTTTTTTT~~~
I'M BURNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not sun tanned....is BURNED!!!
my face,my shoulder, my hands, my legs...wuwuwu
i'm choc girl now...
no....now is still red-faced girl...
havent turn choc...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~
I DON'T WANT LIKE THIS LAR......




pls give me back my white skin...in 2 days..max...
coz i wanna hang out with my frens...
and Msia is also damn hot..
sun everywhr.....anytime~~~
yiu...><

I WANT TO HAVE FUN....
DON'T LET ME BOTHER WITH OTHER THINGS CAN?

Friday, May 20, 2011

大笑到嘴歪

FINAL EXAM终于结束了...

呵呵
笑到嘴巴歪

今天到外头小逛了一下
惭愧...但我真的需要解压一下

然后啊
明个儿要到JB DESARU BEACH去度个假
嘘~~~
星期一我会回家哦

等我回来呀!!!
已经写好了LIST

我要吃的美食
我要做的事
我要买的东西

朋友们
date我...

今天出去时,妆化得不错
不弄,也不错看^^

Thursday, May 19, 2011

5.20

today is 5.20
it means something
however,it doesn't mean anything to me anymore

coz I'm gonna put an end to all this craps
everything ends along with my *2nd Final Exam in year 1*

UNBELIEVABLE
I'm done with my year 1
everything seems going on and on
and now I'm already in holiday!!!

looking forward to go home on the coming week
but imma going to Desaru Beach with my friends here
gonna enjoy the 2D1N there...


by the time i get back from the short trip
he is no longer thr
deep in my heart or mind

NO LONGER...

SAYONARA^^

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

想再做一次exam supper

呵呵
想亲手做寿司

哇哈哈

本人太爱吃寿司了^^

期待一下吧...
呵呵

可能啦
因为不确定有钱买材料
不确定有时间做寿司

偶很懒嘛

Sunday, May 15, 2011

压抑丫

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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

No LoNgEr ThE sAmE

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不想张扬

不想张扬的意思
就是不想太多人懂

喜欢人
是我自己的事
这一次
我不打算让当事人知道
直到我没喜欢他了
他还是不知道的...


能达成吗?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

婚纱写真集

呵呵
想拍一辑这个主题的照片
主题是婚纱
可是不用穿婚纱
拍些比较生活化
嗯...例如


床上两人刚起床时甜蜜的对望


老公做早餐给老婆吃,蛋要是爱心蛋




老婆拿毛巾给老公,可是羞羞地不敢看

老公在花园浇花时,可是那‘花’是老婆


老婆穿老公的衬衫在电脑前打字

老公帮老婆搽脚趾甲油

老婆替老公刮胡子


老婆喂老公喝水、吃饭

老公背着老婆,手上还提着一袋两袋



嘻嘻
好啦
我最会做梦了
想想开心过就好
呵呵

以后有男友了再想这些吧
或许真能实现呢^^


明天考试加油
这是对自己说的

Monday, May 9, 2011

远在天边近在眼前

不做作的过日子
我并没有装作讨厌你,或喜欢你
喜欢就是喜欢
讨厌也真的是讨厌

我想对自己真
而同时不带给你烦恼

我有做到吧?

我相信自己做的很好
比在考场里做的更好

呵呵
要多睡觉
要定时睡
要和多水
尤其白天的时候(好啦,这句话对我自己讲比较好)

开始顺顺利利
成绩圆满美好

夜了
今夜只想语无伦次

那一天
你不在我心里脑里了
你也会从这里消失的
在那之前
就让我好好珍藏你
以后才得以缅怀

长大了
更不容易喜欢人了
还有力气喜欢时
我会珍惜
即使结果是没有结果><

Sunday, May 8, 2011

chaos

不假不假
我真的不知道我是不是真的喜欢他


对着自己“喜欢”的人
为什么负面的情绪这么多?
好像真的很讨厌他


越在乎越会生气?
越容易被激怒?
可能吧..
我明白要考试了
所以我没有想很多
只是偶尔
会很懊恼
到底我对他
真正的感觉是什么?
我喜欢的,莫非是我想象中的他?
我喜欢的,可能只是我以为的会对我好的...
我喜欢的,不是他本人
所以看到本人时绝容易生气了
因为和自己想要的差很多..?
有可能是这样吗?

不知道不知道


可是我会想他,是真的。
不假..
因为思念是藏不住的。

反正
我和他不可能
考完试了
应该会很少很少见面
然后
就不会混乱了吧...



*No more CHAOS><

Friday, May 6, 2011

振作振作

这几天读书读得有点发疯了
一睁开眼就读书
一读就读到深夜
睡醒还是读书
读丫读的
好辛苦
很压力
虽然有人说我看起来好像读得很轻松...x.x(才不是呢)

然后啊
想插个话
母亲节要到了
不能在家里和妈咪过
不能一起去吃大餐
再说
爸爸的生日也过了
我还忘了
没打电话回去祝他生日快乐
他还记着呢...

爸爸妈妈
我好想你们
有时真想不读了就回家去了
可是我又不能辜负你们

今天伤风了
变得很弱很弱
不喜欢自己这样
因为要开始了
生病就读不了书拉
讨厌这样...

然后今天要早点睡
明天早起读书
这样
才不会考不好


会不会有一天
我真的想不开就割脉了
如果真的死了
那你们怎么办
爸爸妈妈怎么办
婆婆一定哭惨还不肯吃饭
姐姐妹妹会哭傻

现在眼泪一直流
跟下午时的鼻涕一样
唉唉唉
关不了的水龙头

振作振作丫黄翠娴

Thursday, May 5, 2011

不说不说

越接近考试
越不能专心
越会想东想西的


喜欢
但不会说
这次绝不说
因为不该
只希望快点淡忘
快一点放过自己

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

刺猬

Apparently I turned myself into a hegdehog
Pushing the one i love far away from me
The one i left outside of my world
Which i cover up with my thorns

and now
I'm left all alone

or maybe it is not me keeping u away
It is u that never wanna get closer

Monday, May 2, 2011

读书夜yeah

今晚,一不小心,就和朋友仔读书至凌晨约莫三时正...
呵呵
虐待胃ing~~~

下午吃sarpino pizza来
不错吃,只是有一款很“菜”><


今天依然只进食2餐(lunch&dinner)
==结果深夜时分,肚子就咕噜咕噜地叫了。
悲哀
因为在减肥,所以要戒supper。

最近饮食开始不正常了
不管不管啦,明天我要吃早餐,然后午餐,最后是晚餐。

不想胃病又发作...

现在将近四点了
该上床歇息了^^

晚安