mr k

k曾经是我很喜欢很喜欢的男生
甚至可以说是爱
曾经为了他付出很多，也流过很多泪
为他做作业
借他抄作业
担心他受罚
每次都盯着他不让他冲动
在班上share镜子
分享巧克力
互戴对方的眼镜
偶尔被他搔搔我的头发
偶尔被他扯我的马尾
常常生气他（因为在乎他）
常常传字条
常常传信息
还有一次在看他表演时落泪
只因心里担心那会是最后看他表演的机会
还被姐妹说我傻，再轻轻地帮我擦去止不住的泪水

喜欢上他
被说傻是常有的
每个都说我傻
可是又能怎么办
被他骂粗口后自己偷偷哭（傻!）
看他被叫去训导处后偷偷担心（傻!）
看他没事后偷偷微笑（傻!）
看他表演时偷偷心动（傻!）

傻了好久
终于傻够了
也放下了

可是隔了这么久以后
还是像个傻瓜一样
担心他
会因为他的一些行为而失望
会想他戒烟

可是现在的傻瓜已经和以前不一样了
傻瓜现在是站在朋友的立场在关心
已经没有喜欢他的心了
在很久以前
那颗心就消失了

你能不能
就好好地照顾自己呢？
让我担心
对你来说一点意义、一点感觉都没有
可是
这份关心
是我心甘情愿给你的
你能不能就可怜可怜我？
让我少担心一些。多开心一些呢？

crazy study

what i did today is just study...
study and study and study...

can i gone crazy if i study too much?

but i have to..
even though i could gone crazy...
i still need to study so that i can do well in my first final exam in uni...

god bless me pls><

i don't want waste money to study abroad and gain nothing....
i definitely don't want to have a bad result!!!


NO!!!

你要回来了吗

有在等你
真的

心里会一直惦记着
因为你要回来了


朋友
我想念你了

有没有可能

有没有可能

你也会想我


有没有可能

你回来时会找我


有没有可能

我们可以有更亲密的关系


不

没可能

因为我们不和

性格不合


如果可以

我依然希望我们就是现在的我们

因为

若变了

可能就不会认识了

即使你很可恶

还是很高兴认识你^^

1st time in Zouk

never went to Zouk before in Msia
finally got a chance to visit Zouk in singapore
with my lovely Rini and Jade
*1 more thing to tell
we're there for celebrating Rini's 18th bday^^!!
congrats to Rini for turning legal 18....
thanks for giving us an excuse to go clubbing!!!woohoo~~^^

haha
after hours of make up-ing...
we left campus around 10.20pm
with 199 bus~~
what the fish...
becoz we can't get a cab...can't even call for one...


yea...a bad starting...
then we took cab from Boon Lay to Zouk
but we went back to campus again for something...

FINALLY!!
we get into Zouk around 12.30...
oh my gosh..
accidentally we went into the room special for old folks..
not really for old folks..
but the music they played in there...
is totally not for our age...
some guys talked to us and invited us to have a drink with them
ya..probably we shouldn't..
but since we can't get a seat..we joined them...
after some chit-chat,some drinking...
3 girls went to the dance floor...
dancing....with the horrible music at first....and music changed afterwards...

dancing with those guys are quite fun...
better than sitting there doing nothing..
Halo!!we're here to dance...
ya..there are always some skinships...during dancing
but it's okie...
still acceptable...

around 2am we went to another room
room with high songs...those that really fits us
wah^^finally get into the right place...
dance for a little while more and we left...


it's kinda different with what i expected..
there isn't much dirty dance...
ya..that italian guy is quite disgusting(bout what he did to me)
but we are all managed to protect ourselves,protect each other..
ya..
WE SURVIVE BABE!!!

next time will be better...^^
and who said that all those guys in club are dirty..
they've been quite gentleman and protective...
yeah..but in the end...we still understand that it's just for a night of fun
as long as we protected ourselves..
play safe
then it's ok!!!

we took a lots of photos..
nice photos of 3 pretty gals^^
haha

after tonight
we shall all study hard for the final exams^^
add oil!!!no more excuses..
there isn't much time left!!!
don't be LAZY vicky....

洒脱

洒脱、潇洒。。。
都装得出来的~~~

只要别人看不出
只要骗得过别人
就好了
不要奢求能骗得过自己
因为这是不可能的


大概
真的有点喜欢了
喜欢这个
可恶的人
“可恶”
这大概是最适合用来形容他的形容词了。

因为他对我很可恶。。
可恶到了极点
今晚我就要买醉自己
然后醉醒之后
告诉自己

他这个可恶的人
将会离开我的心、我的脑、我的生活。

我要专心读书了
掰掰^^

无聊

无聊也来更新下我的部落格。。
天啊
我真的太寂寞了
可能`~~


最近一直读书
又一直专心不了
然后一直担心自己不够时间读完
最后每晚做梦。。
不是噩梦，却也让我没有充足的睡眠。

结果白天很容易感到疲倦
温习也很难专心
效率很低!!!


不要再折磨我了
我只想考好试、睡好觉。。。
不要再让我做梦了好吗？

拜托拜托~~~


我想你了。。。