当我不再打扰你

当我不再打扰你

你自由了
而我的心依然不自由

你轻松了
而我的心情依然被你左右

你开心了
而我的心依然在淌血

当我不再打扰你

我选择了放下
而你没得再选择获得我的付出

我选择了重生
而你再也没得出现在我的未来

我选择了承受
而你再也没得接受我给予你的甜蜜包袱

你以后若是后悔了
代表我在你心里是个好女孩
而你笨得似猪
因为你错过了我

你以后若是能真心祝福我
代表我以前对你付出的感情都白费了
因为你根本不是我的真命天子
而我却笨笨地付出

officially 19

officially announce that i'm 19 now!!!

ya la, i'm older now..
but still felt happy coz i had an enjoyable bday and my life gonna restart now...

thanks for all the wishes and greetings...
appreciate a lot^.^

and a big big thanks to those celebrated my bday for me^^
my MILO ICE GROUP MEMBERS and others from FOA...
thanks for the delicious cake and card...
thanks for the surprise that i ady knew><(hehe...)
thanks for the photographer-thousand...
thanks for all the arrangements...

and also big big thanks for the frens from Tsun Jin High School...
thank you for your cake too(ate 2 cakes...so full)
thank you for spending time and had a supper session with me...
thank you for sacrificing your bedtime to accompany me on the first day of my 19 year-old life...

really appreciate all that frens did for me^^
really touching~~

never forget to mention that i had a nice dinner time with Quek Quek and her bf at Jurong Point...
we had dinner at Teppanyaki Restaurant...
as I wished ...
haha
and then we also did some shopping and as usual we talked a lot...
it's been a while me and Quek didn't talk face to face like this...
really enjoy the moments spent with her tonight^^
thanks for the gift~~
thanks for the time...

haha
i bought 3 new clothes^^
woohoo
gonna buy more tomorrow~~
at Forever 21!!!

i'm officially 19 now~~
i'm gonna have a new life...
without you
no more mr and ms innocent
no more
i'm sick of waiting
and i'm gonna find a much better 1 over here...
and i think i'm gonna get 1 soon...
as i wish~~~
(p/s:thank you,Lee Heng Yee,for calling me and wish me happy bday;thank you,Winne Neo,for sending me a long and touched message....)

1st bday in NTU

在南大的第一个生日。。。
我有什么期待吗？
其实，心情是比平时更期待的。
在kl时，我是不敢期待。
kl的都是老朋友，如果有了期待，怕会失望，所以不敢期待。
在这里，都是新朋友，所以很明白不该也不会有期待。
没了期待，反而更自在，更期待自己的生日^^

我怕失落
所以没有期待会比较好


我现在在等
还在等
一个人的祝福

上次我没祝福他
这次如果他也没祝福我
会是好事吧
我们就扯平了

而我
也在慢慢收回自己的心

电话号码删除了
信息一个也没留

我想让他不常出现在我的生活里
尽管他几乎每天出现在我的脑子里。。。
电话号码删除了

想念你的第几天

总是在想念着你
无时无刻。。。

读书的时候
听歌的时候
看戏的时候
吃饭的时候
逛街的时候

睡前的思念
却是最强烈的

你不知道
都不知道

我又能说什么？

你做了选择
我尊重你的选择

i took the step

finally...at last
i'm the one that took the step
i told him
i like him
but i also told him
everything gonna end when i'm back to sg...
and it's true~~~
things end now!!!

why can't you just give a proper response?
after what i said...
after i took the first step...
yet,in the end
ignorance~~~

i think
this is also an answer
Silence,is also a way of communication
it is the absence of sound...but still can consider as an answer...

i understand u

but u will never understand me

it's the end already

dislike

i really dislike cigarettes
i really dislike smoking guys
i really dislike ...you...

why you can't quit smoking...?
why you can't at least don't smoke in front of us...?
why you can't just try to respect us...?

you never realize the damage that you can bring
you never realize how much sufferings you could brought to people around you
you never realize ...we just want what's good for you...

I'm Back!!!

I'm Back!!!><

lots of things i want to do:
1)sing karaoke
2)snooker
3)yamcha with friends
4)dye,rebonding and cut hair
5)shopping at sunway
6)hug my nieces^^
7)spend time with my family
8)wash face at facial center


lots of food i want to eat:
a.cheese naan&ayam goreng from Steven Corner
b.kepong steamboat
c.maluri fried lala and sotong
d.chao dao fu


*if there's anything miss out i shall add on later...^^
i hope i'll be able to do all those things and eat all those foods before i'm back to sg...hehe~~~